Back to the Grind

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Hello to all my readers out there. Coming down from the holidays, or guess I should say holidaze like in my last post. I’ve been to North Carolina, Florida, and now I’m in Atlanta, GA. I’ve visited friends and family, paid my home residence turned rental a visit, and now I’m just taking in the whirlwind of activity as I write down current thoughts and concerns.

With everything going on in the world, as well as in my world, It’s been hard to keep from being a little anxious, even a little overwhelmed, with what lies ahead on my path. I’ve been getting a lot of indication, even in my dreams, to unload mental baggage that is no longer needed. I’ve been having a recurring dream about being in some location with travelling baggage that keeps accumulating as I’m being told to move on. I was also told by a dear friend that I visited that I need to allow myself to accept good things happening to me. I don’t know why I would think otherwise, call it paranoia, call it thinking too much about the past, which ties into the excess baggage, but I see how I’ve been reluctant to accept good news as being real news.

With all that being said, it feels like I’m currently in the right frame of mind with all of the above thoughts going through my head. I’ve always admired my friend I’m spending time with here in Atlanta for just going with the flow and not assuming the worst. I believe in trying to absorb the good energy from those around me, so just maybe that’s the reason for current state of mind being as it needs to be at the moment.

I believe that 2021 is going to be a year of repositioning for me. The past few years have felt more like I’ve been going through the motions on a path I wanted to get away from, but now I see that the experience I gained was necessary to move on to a path I do wish to follow. In the end, all paths of life lead to the same destination. It’s interesting how we do seem to have control of what we want to do with our lives, but at the same time we end up doing exactly what we supposed be doing. I’ll leave it up to my readers to figure out who or what is determining that.

So, I’m pushing on, thinking about what I need to accomplish in the year ahead. Everybody out there, keep doing the same.