The main message of my last post is still pretty much the same. All I really know to do right now is to keep going, try to save money, take care of projects at both home and with work. I’m not exactly overjoyed with how my life is going at the moment, but I’m not completely sure what the specifics of my next move need to be.

I still plan on renting out my house eventually, and at this point I could really use the financial help in doing so. Last year I just watched credit card balances go up while renovating my house, and now I’m a bit concerned, make that really concerned, about paying off the debt. At the same time, I’ve had different ideas about where to go, based on different influences. It’s all making me feel very strung out about what my next steps along my path should be.

A friend turned me onto a book the other day titled Conscious Language : The Logos of Now. It talks about the power of language and how it can actually shape your life. I’ve also been taught about things like Neural Linguistic Programming, or NLP, by a good friend and former instructor of mine who would also do his best to teach me about the power of language. I never used to really wholeheartedly believe in that sort of thing, but it’s finally starting to hit home just how powerful your intentions can be. Your intentions, of course, are expressed through language. I mean, it only makes sense right? What you say and do puts out the vibrations into the universe, and if we can truly create the world in which we live, our intentions, expressed through language, would be the basic building blocks of the world we create.

I think of myself as a worldly person, and yet I’ve never really had total faith that all of that works. It’s finally starting to dawn on me that, well, what else is there other than our world created through our actions and intentions? Said more simply, you put yourself in your situation.

On a slightly different note, work has really picked up and taken off since my last post. I was on a bit of a downhill slide earlier in the year with not much going on, but then I got pulled into some emergency duty helping out with a project, and now learning new software. “Training under fire” as we say in the training world, and used to say back in the military days, has been mandatory.

So, I’m doing my work, learning what I need to learn, and going through the motions best I can. Things will happen as they will happen. So what’s coming next, we’ll see.